Do not know if it's wise to use the term "sick", thinking every moment, every moment in that subject before we wrote a lot, shared a lot of things, but now I have no communication with him, it's terrifying things happen like that, like a child, when I trasnochaba until 3:30 am for him, my health was for him, all he wanted, but we can NEVER be together. He is in your life, I am in mine.